Buat sesuatu,seeloknya biarlah ikhlas.jgn mengharap balasan,tp selempar senyuman, secebis teguran, dan salam perkenalan itu sudah cukup bermakna.tp sehingga kini susahnya nk mendapatkan.
tak cukup kuat lg berusaha.
mungkin 1 hari nanti,kau akan mampu jd sebahagian dari mereka.
bukannya orang luar yg muncul entah dari mana,
seorang pon tak kisah.
haha.kbai.
Saturday 29 December 2012
Tuesday 18 December 2012
it's not a description.
I think i am an easy woman.
I hate chocolates, bouquet flowers, watching movies, expensive food, make up,cakes, sweet foods,milk tea,onion,garlic,green(color), to dissapoint people, half cooked rice, eating banana fritters without 'sambal kicap', biscuits,judgement, sharing small problems, over-protective friends, when i sweat, when people directing me to do things that i know, when people don't respond to my questions or my words, when people tell me that i'm cute, falling in love with somebody who clearly don't like me, when people believe that i can do something that i can't,reading newspaper, watching news on TV, k-pop, korean food, every first time of everything, dealing with VIPs and office people, waiting for people to come, being late(except for class,haha)
I am used to public transports, cheap clothing and accessories, going out alone,share things (even bedroom), being scolded, give in , restrain myself from crying, forgive, forget people's faults, be neglected,
I am easily tricked , convinced, persuaded
I love being home, being an ordinary girl, being not pretty, being abnormal sometimes,shopping alone, being childish,cartoons,games,books, babies,red,white,blue,decorations,flowers,drawing, colors, crafts, sewing, to eat,spicy foods,sambal belacan,experimenting recipes,my mum's cooking,being mad when i have to sleep on the floor when everybody's home,being given a responsible of doing something related to art,, my mum's singing when she listen to the radio, the way my dad end up telephone conversation, my eldest sister's passion in cooking and cakes, watching my k.ngah's happiness and her little baby boy, my kokde when she babbles,my little bro Zaim when he cook pizza Maggi and persuade everyone to eat it,myself when i smile above all my sadness and sorrow,nasyid,people in nasyid, my friends, my friends in nasyid, people who taught me nasyid, our nasyid songs, when people appreciate nasyid, when people actually believe in me, when people share things with me, when i did wrong and people forgive me, when the crowd don't realize me but people i love believe in me,my besties when she smile and happy, when she spend her time with me, when she shares her problems, my dear girlfriends when she's not in her bad mood (haha :P), when she talks a lot :), when she share things she don't share with others, when she got back from class smiling and screaming, when they are actually willing to hear my problem, and help me sort things out,crying to myself while i'm alone,sleeping wearing baju kurung, watching my mum sewing baju kurung, helping her cut the fabric when i was little,the way she say no when i ask her to sew a baju kurung i bought myself,the way she finally take out the fabric and teach me how to cut my own baju kurung, the way she critics my first cloth i sew myself. the way everything taught me to be myself and be grateful of what i am :)
to be continued :)
I hate chocolates, bouquet flowers, watching movies, expensive food, make up,cakes, sweet foods,milk tea,onion,garlic,green(color), to dissapoint people, half cooked rice, eating banana fritters without 'sambal kicap', biscuits,judgement, sharing small problems, over-protective friends, when i sweat, when people directing me to do things that i know, when people don't respond to my questions or my words, when people tell me that i'm cute, falling in love with somebody who clearly don't like me, when people believe that i can do something that i can't,reading newspaper, watching news on TV, k-pop, korean food, every first time of everything, dealing with VIPs and office people, waiting for people to come, being late(except for class,haha)
I am used to public transports, cheap clothing and accessories, going out alone,share things (even bedroom), being scolded, give in , restrain myself from crying, forgive, forget people's faults, be neglected,
I am easily tricked , convinced, persuaded
I love being home, being an ordinary girl, being not pretty, being abnormal sometimes,shopping alone, being childish,cartoons,games,books, babies,red,white,blue,decorations,flowers,drawing, colors, crafts, sewing, to eat,spicy foods,sambal belacan,experimenting recipes,my mum's cooking,being mad when i have to sleep on the floor when everybody's home,being given a responsible of doing something related to art,, my mum's singing when she listen to the radio, the way my dad end up telephone conversation, my eldest sister's passion in cooking and cakes, watching my k.ngah's happiness and her little baby boy, my kokde when she babbles,my little bro Zaim when he cook pizza Maggi and persuade everyone to eat it,myself when i smile above all my sadness and sorrow,nasyid,people in nasyid, my friends, my friends in nasyid, people who taught me nasyid, our nasyid songs, when people appreciate nasyid, when people actually believe in me, when people share things with me, when i did wrong and people forgive me, when the crowd don't realize me but people i love believe in me,my besties when she smile and happy, when she spend her time with me, when she shares her problems, my dear girlfriends when she's not in her bad mood (haha :P), when she talks a lot :), when she share things she don't share with others, when she got back from class smiling and screaming, when they are actually willing to hear my problem, and help me sort things out,crying to myself while i'm alone,sleeping wearing baju kurung, watching my mum sewing baju kurung, helping her cut the fabric when i was little,the way she say no when i ask her to sew a baju kurung i bought myself,the way she finally take out the fabric and teach me how to cut my own baju kurung, the way she critics my first cloth i sew myself. the way everything taught me to be myself and be grateful of what i am :)
to be continued :)
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