stop disturbing and then the game gone pretty well..
actually,right now...i'm a little confused..
i want to stop wanting..but then i feel the joy when 'it' comes closer to me..
i want to stop chasing..but then i feel guilty for not looking at 'it'..
i really wanted to stop dreaming..but it seems like 'it's' not..it's not a dream..
wanted to stop hoping..but sometimes i feel like there's a way for me to make 'it' real...
there are even times when i feel hope,but there are people who break my heart and break my hope to make me feels like i'm worse and useless..
i'm just here for some reasons...
sometimes...
i just want to shut my mind,my feelings, my everything off...so that i just have to bring this body and do my specific things to do...
like a robot should live...*of course not David*
i'm just...CONFUSED..
of what you wanna say to me..
what you wanna me to do..
how you wanna me to act..and
who you wanna me to be????
*and i don't wanna know the answer~~*
oh!1 more thing..
THANK YOU ALLAH FOR MAKING ME ORDINARY :)
at least i know how people and the world resolves around their system~~~
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