Her fearful 'cemetery'

yeaaahhh!!!aku dah pon abes baca buku her fearful symmetry!!!huhu..

honestly..buku mmg slow gle nk mampos aku tak tau apa sebenarnya yg dia cuba nk citer kt aku..but at last,dlam beberapa chapter terakhir barulah aku dapat rasa sensation tu...

moment paling best ialah bile Robert baca diary Espelth yg terselit di dalam nya surat Espelt untuk Robert(suami dia)..

this is part of the letter that she wrote to Robert weeks before she died:

Espelth dan Edwina is a very identical twin that there are very few people that can spot the differences between them.Dorang ni sentiasa bersama, and bila diorang bersama,org mmg payah laa nk bezakan yg mana satu Espelth and yg mana Edie.And 1 more thing, there are very close and need each other.they share everything together until Espelth got a boyfriend(Jack Poole).So Espelth was engaged to Jack. During the time between their engagement and wedding, Jack become more and more flirtitious to Edie. Then, poor Espelth decided to do something.

She want to test Jack so that she knows who is the one that he,s really love.

(Espelth had always playing impersonating each other but Jack had never seen them together - they were so alike, such a perfect pair. And they know each other so intimately. When they were young they hardly differentiated between themselves ;if Espelth got hurt, Edie would cry.)

Espelth began to be Edie when Jack was around. He couldn't tell the differences,and he fell in love with 'Edie'. He broke off his engagement with Espelth and ask 'Edie' to elope with him, to go back to America wth him in Espelth place.

What could Espelth do? She was hurt; she was furious. But the situation was from her own making. She came to Edie. They decided that Espelth would be 'Edie' and Edie would be 'Espelth', and life would go on.

Unfortunately, it wasn't that simple. Edie had slept with Jack (only that once - they were drunk, at a party - it was a stupid mistake for her)and she was pregnant. So in the end Edie was the one who went to America, lived with Jack for a year. Jack though it was Espelth he had married. Edie had a twin (Julia and Valentina) , worked out like a maniac to lose the baby weight, cooked and keep the house and almost went mad with boredom ang rage and a sense of having been trapped in a farce. When the twins were 4 months old, Edie brought them to London 'to see their grandmother'.

Then, in was Espelt('Edie')who return back to America a few months later with the twins. Edie havent seen them after that.

itu lah serba sedikit...panjang lagi surat dia tak larat nk type tapi dalam surat ni adalah certain2 benda yg dia tipu..

example--->the twins is actually Robert's daugther..

jadi,sepanjang cerita ni 'Espelth' (actually Edie) jadi hantu je kat rumah dia yg sekarang ni didiami oleh Julia and Valentina since dia wariskan semua harta dia pada the twins dengan syarat untuk tinggal di rumah itu selama 1 tahun.Mula2 si 'Espelth' cam hantu baik j.. takde buat benda jahat pon, just berlatih angkat barang2,alihkan barang. Just untuk menarik perhatian anak2 dia dan Robert(suami dia).

Antara Julia dan Valentina, Valentina ni cam baik sket laa..jenis pompuan yg sopan2 and ramai org senang dengan dia. Dia selalu sangat rasa tertekan sebab Julia ni asyik arahkan dia j.Semua benda dia kena ikot Valentina, dia nak lawan tapi tak berani. Tapi since dia pindah ke rumah 'Espelth' tu, dia dah semakin berani.One more thing, Valentina rapat la dengan Espelth (dorang berhubung ngan menggunakn Ouija board).

(cerita ni slow,so aku pendekkan cerita)

Valentina sentiasa mencari jalan untuk melarikan diri daripada Julia and dia nak hidup sendiri,tak nak terkongkong lagi. Satu hari, dia and 'Espelth' main ngan kucing peliharaan dia(Valentina boleeh nampak 'Espelth'). Tiba2 secara tak sengaja, Espeth terkeluarkan roh kucing tu dari badan dia (kucing tu pon mati). Pastu kelam kabutlah dia masukkan balik roh tu dalam badan kucing tuh!hahhahahaha!!!Kucing tu idop balik wey~~~Valentina pon tercengang laa.

tanpa disangka2,Valentina buat rancangan untuk larikan diri dari Julia dengan cra yg sangat lah bahaya. Dia mintak tolong Espelth buat macam tu kat dia(macam kat kucing tu.)Dia mintak Espelth keluarkan roh dia. biar semua org ingat dia dah mati esp Julia, then masukkan balik roh dia dalam badan bila semua dah selesai. Pastu bolehla dia larikan diri dan hidup bebas.

daddada....projek tu dijalan kan dengan bantuan Robert sekali walaupon pada mula nya dia sangt la menentang.Macam perkara dilakukan supaya mayat Valentina tak reput or rosak.

part ni paling best.

bila masa dah tiba, Robert bawak balik mayat Valentina untuk dihidupkan semula. Espelth pon ada untuk upacara tu. Roh valentina dia sentiasa pegang tak bagi lepas. Robert yg dah start sayang kan Valentina pon berdebar2 takut benda ni tak jadi. But everything seems to turn out ok. Happy la si Robert tu bila tgok Valentina hidup balik not knowing that the soul inside is not Valentina's but Espelth's.......HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!terkejut beruk dia bila 'Valentina' buat something yg dia tahu hanya Espelth je yg selalu buat. time tu la dia rasa bersalah sangat2, and rasa macam dia yg bunuh Val.

at last yg hidup balik bukan Valentina tapi 'Espelth'(actually Edie). Die punyala mengharap yg Robert akan gembira bila dia hidup balik.tapi at last Robert hilang tanpa khabar berita sebab dia kecewa sangat2 ang tak boleh teruskan hidup ngan 'Espelth'.

Valentina plak redha je laa jadi hantu~~~(dapat kuar dah dari rumah tu)


OK...TANGAN DAH LENGUH!!!

next aku nak baca FALLEN BY LAUREN KATE pulak.. tak tau lah best ke tak..tapi buku ni rasanya ada cinta2 skit laa...aku tak minat skit..tapi oleh kerana dah ada kenalah baca..huhu..

SELAMAT!!!



.

Nite th0ught again~

There are few things i've learned b0ut life-->

laugh when it's time 4 u to laugh,
talk when it's time 4 u to talk,
shut up when it's time 4 u to be quiet,
respect people ar0und u c0z they d0 respect u!!
and sleep when it's y0ur bed time~

Urghh..i've learned b0ut this and will remember it till the end of my life..but i kn0w,pe0ple ar0und me d0n't~~

Raya dalam Kenangan!!!yeaahh!!!!

"selamat Aidilfitri..kepada saudara serta saudari!!
setahun hanya sekali merayakan hari yg mulia ini!!"

Raya dalam kenangan~~

Gambar di atas telah diambil oleh my beloved sister!!MISS FARAH HANA pada raya taun lepas...wah2!!!menarik kan??mesti korang semua tertanya2 mcm mana kitorang amek gambar ni...

btw..aku tak tau..hahahaha...yg penting walaupun aku tau tak tau cne nk amek gambar mcm ni..tapi dlm gamba ni,aku telah berusaha bersungguh2 mnulis tulisan "SELAMAT HARI HAYA" dalam keadaan terbalik!!haha...ingat senang ke...

peristiwa Ini berlaku di zaman dahulu kala apabila sebuah keluarga yg sudah lama tidak pulang bermalam di sebuah rumah besar di sebuah PARIT pulang membawa semua anak2 dengan berbekalkan barang HARAM (mercun and bunga api je pon..haha..)~~~NGEHEHE..

hihi...btw,mmg dah banyk tahun ktorang satu family tak tidur di rumah arwah nenek yg sekarang didiami oleh pak uteh aku..so,taun lepas since kenderaan pon dah ada..kitorang decide nk tido sana satu malam..

so malam tu kitorang pon keluarkan bekalan2 yg kitorang bawak iaitu pelbagai jenis mercun dan bunga api..(walaupon pada hakikatnya adik beradik aku semua dah tua2 except my bro yg skarang ni drjah 5)..aku ponpelagi!!!..main arr!!!! aku pon dah lama tak merasa main mercun ni...

bunga api yg sepatotnya budak2 j yg main pon aku main..hahahaha!!!

so..tiba2 k.long berkata,"HAAA!!AKU ADA SATU IDEA!!!" (agknye dia bosan gle tgok aku main bunga api..amek gamba kitorang j koje dia)

tak lama pastu dia pon turun sambil mmbawa Camera nya yg agk canggih laa bagi aku...setting punya setting...haaa..aku pon dah bersedia dah setelah diberi briefing mengenai projek kami sebentar lagi...

cari kawasan yg gelap sket,

ready pegang bunga api(aku n k.uda yg in charge masa tuh!!haha..)

and bila k.long kata start!!!! kitorang pon mula la menulis "selamat hari raya"(kene tulis terbalik so dalam gambar nanti tak terbalik)

so,,dalam berpuluh2 try jugak laa baru dapat hasil mcm ni..huhu...

so..inilah kenangan raya yg aku tk dapat lupakan!!yeeeaaahh!!!!

tahun ni kalau ada rezeki boleh buat lagi~~huhu..seronok!!

entry ini dipost khas untuk menyertai :

PERADUAN RAYA DALAM KENANGAN-->http://azwandymuhamad.blogspot.com/2010/08/peraduan-raya-dalam-kenangan-2010.html

untuk kawan2!!!sila join peraduan ini!esp 4-->

farha liyana yshin

k.uda

k.ngah

k.long

farahin

p/s:saya mau kek lapis yg sedap!!

that's all!!thankz for reading!!

Urgh...can u please st0p telling me everything b0ut ur life?

I feel like i d0n't kn0w h0w to resp0nd c0z every single day,u tell me the same thing all over again..

Urgghhh!!

buku2 impian saya..hahaha!!!

somebody...please buy this book for me..

The Book of Tomorrow by Cecelia Ahern :


The magical new novel from number one bestseller Cecelia Ahern. Tamara Goodwin has always got everything she’s ever wanted. Born into a family of wealth, she grew up in a mansion with its own private beach, a wardrobe full of designer clothes, a large four poster bed complete with a luxurious bathroom en-suite. She’s always lived in the here and now, never giving a second thought to tomorrow. But then suddenly her dad is gone and life for Tamara and her mother changes forever. Left with a mountain of debt, they have no choice but to sell everything they own and move to the country to live with Tamara’s Uncle and Aunt. Nestled next to Kilsaney Castle, their gatehouse is a world away from Tamara’s childhood. With her mother shut away with grief, and her aunt busy tending to her, Tamara is lonely and bored and longs to return to Dublin. When a travelling library passes through Kilsaney Demesne, Tamara is intrigued. She needs a distraction. Her eyes rest on a mysterious large leather bound tome locked with a gold clasp and padlock. With some help, Tamara finally manages to open the book. What she discovers within the pages takes her breath away and shakes her world to its core. Told in Cecelia’s imitable style, The Book of Tomorrow is a mesmerising and magical story for this autumn.

This book will be interesting too!!

The Chocolate Run by Dorothy Koomson :

" WHO NEEDS LOVE WHEN YOU'VE GOT CHOCOLATE?? "


THE CHOCOLATE RUN ; first chapter--->


chapter one : Give Us a Break



You’re floating on a sea of chocolate.
Soft, warm, sweet, sensual chocolate . . . soothing, calming,
velvety chocolate. It’s lapping over your tired, naked body.
Covering it. Caressing it. Taking away all your aches and troubles.
Everything, the world, reality, people, washed away by the
fluttering of chocolate against your skin. Peacefully, mil—
‘I’ll, er, be off then.’
That doesn’t sound like part of my chocolate nirvana. I cracked
open a sleep-deprived eye, checked my surroundings.
Oh. I wasn’t drifting on a creamy, cocoa-based ocean after
all. I was hunched up on my sofa with my knees pulled up to
my chest, my forehead resting on my knees, and my off-white
towelling dressing gown pulled around my naked body. I didn’t
need a mirror to know my face was saggy from lack of rest; my
black-brown eyes were ringed with crusts of sleep; and my
usually neat, cheek-length black hair stood up in so many
peaks and spikes it resembled a Gothic wrought iron sculpture.
Nope, couldn’t get further from my heaven if I tried.
Especially when there’s a man stood in my living room yammering
on about leaving.
Moving like a woman approaching the gallows, I lifted my
head and turned to face him.
Greg was dressed: midnight-blue, wide-rib jumper under a
knee-length coat. Navy blue jeans. Black record bag slung
across his body. Dressed. Fully dressed. Why am I surprised? If
he’s leaving, he’d hardly be stood in his underpants, would he?
He looked back at me, obviously waiting for me to speak.
To respond to his statement of intent to leave.
I played for time by lowering my legs, careful not to flash
anything under my dressing gown. I started to fiddle with a
spike of my black hair, winding it around my index finger as I
tried to make eye contact without looking at him.
How am I supposed to act? It’s been so long since I’ve done
this, I’ve forgotten how it goes. Am I meant to be casual?
Blasé? Keen? Serene? Desperate?
Then there’s the speaking thing. What am I supposed to
say? ‘So long and thanks for all the s**?’ or ‘Go away and never
darken my bedroom again?’
And what about breakfast? I’m pretty sure you’re meant to
offer it. But that’s, what, another hour or so. Surely he wouldn’t
want to prolong this by staying for breakfast. Or would he?
But if he leaves now, what do we do on Monday? How do we
behave – be – if we leave things up in the air?
There were so many questions that needed answering you’d
think someone would’ve written an instruction manual on
this, wouldn’t yer? The Little Guide to Big Mistakes or something.
They’d be raking it in.
Maybe I should go for a compromise. Not breakfast, not
door . . . Cab! I’ll offer him a cab. That way, he’ll hang around
long enough for one of us to blurt out, ‘It never happened,
OK?’ Then we’d agree to never mention it again. Ever. And
then he’d do the decent thing and go away.
I cleared my throat, forced myself to make eye contact. The
lock of hair was twisted so tightly around my index finger the
tip throbbed. ‘Do you want me to call you a cab?’ I asked,
sounding pleasant and calm. Nobody would guess I was having
trouble breathing, would continue to have trouble breathing
until he’d gone.
‘No, I’ll just be going. Get out of your way,’ he replied and
didn’t move.
‘Are you sure?’ I persisted.
He nodded and still didn’t move, showed no sign of knowing
how to move.
‘Really, it’s no trouble,’ I said. ‘You stand there, I point at
you and go, “You’re a cab.” Dead easy. I do it all the time.’
He simply stared at me.
I stared at him.
Breakfast it is then.

p/s :so later if you want to buy me a gift..don't take too much time to think..just go to BookXcess and buy 1 for me!!hahaha!!!;-p

OH!! by the way..my birthday is on 15th November!!!..HAHAHA!!!

Mata saya~

Hmm..sejak akhir2 ni mata aq dah x awas sangat dah..bila baca buku asyik kabur je..nk kena bt0l2 f0kus n xb0leh baca kt tempat yg terlalu terang...

Xsuke bt0l la..huk3...

Jgnla kata aq kne buat spek pulak~

Grrr~

Aq xsuka mempertikaikan apa yg org lain buat..

Aq xsuka terlalu bnyk bertanya bila org buat sumthing..

Huh..tau x kenapa?
Sebab aq benci kalau org lain buat kat aq...